Oct. 15th/16th

Not feeling so healthy... its late and I am so friggen confused.  When will this cycle of stress and calm become a little less cycle-y?  I want to stay awake every minute of the day and iron out all of the little things that are annoying me... but at the same time I just want to sleep forever.  I am going to give myself one more day to adjust to the new way things are and then its back to trying to be awesome and moving on.  I feel like I am running sideways with my shoes tied together while I am blindfolded.

Why?  Uh?  Why?

Day 2 ~ Oct. 12th

Apple Jacks for supper... I guess thats better than greasy fast food.  I attempted to be kind to myself today by watching girly movies while I tried to get things done.  I am feeling a little panicy.  I just have so much I want to do... I feel like I am frozen still... Going to go to a home party and come home and try to edit a LOT... then maybe I will feel a little better.  I also started promoting a new weekend promotion... thats a good thing.

~Day 1~ Oct. 11th My Birthday

Twenty-eight is very special to me.  There was a point during my "twenty-sevens" where I could not possibly fathom my twenty-eighth year ever existing... let alone coming up in full force.  I picked out this phenomenal birthday cake by this amazing cake designer and then stopped and think about why THIS birthday was going to be so special.  Then it hit me.  I never thought it would come... I don't care that I am getting older.  I just care that I have the opportunity to wake up for one more day and give life another try.  Its not too late to undo all of the wrongs or opp's that I have done.  I blew out my birthday candles (early) the other day and the only thing that I could think to wish for was health... and the strength to push myself to become healthier and a well rounded person.  I am going to try and blog about it and see if I can stick with it.  I never stick to my blogs... but heaven knows its not too late to try... its a new year, and sure as hell a brand new me.  I have changed a lot in the past few years and especially the past few months.  Thankfully I am growing and opening up my life to new possibilities.  One of the most important lessons in life that I have learned is that I need to learn to take care of me first and that I can't help anyone else until I help myself first.

Today I took time for me by listening to music, having an epsom salt bath, surrounded myself with great friends, went for a walk, took in some great scenery by the water, ate a giant birthday cupcake, watched three episodes of cheesy 90210, and then went to a yoga class followed by a zumba class.  All in all... thats a great way to start twenty-eight.  Balance... and moderation.

Muah!